One thing I have learned from this past summer is that God is, and always will be, the one constant thing in my life. Everything else will come and go. Friendships, food, happiness, sadness. Nothing in life can truly leave us feeling completely satisfied. God is the only one that can fill that emptiness in our hearts.
My life frustrates me. I just spent one wonderful weekend with friends that I love. Now, all I want is to be back living that weekend over and over again. I constantly find myself wanting to live in the moments that have already occurred. I resort to replaying those memories in my head to get me through the dull times. The problem is, when my life solely made up of moments like this past weekend, for example, living in Hillsdale surrounded by people, I would crave time to myself. I am never satisfied. When alone, I want others, with others, I want to be alone.
I need to find that balance. A little me-time, some more people-time. I need patience to get to the state I want. I'm so demanding! Maybe balance is the key to happiness.
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