Last week, I was tormented with the thoughts of working, especially closing, where most of the dirty work is done. I cringed at the thought of making another trip downtown to work a minimum wage job that I was too good for. A Hillsdale grad deserves more than this. But yesterday, I arrived at work with a change in heart. Acceptance of this low class job replaced the negative thoughts that I previously held. I was at peace. Instead of hating every latte smothered in whipped cream and each customer who suddenly remembered, 'oh yes, they had their Biggby frequency card so now I can hold up the line some more to get the manager to swipe it again for them,' I welcomed the opportunity to serve them, make their ArtPrize experience a little better, make their day a bit more cheery. I am a small link in brightening the lives of each individual.
Realizing this moved me another step closer to living a life fully in the present. I'm tired of worrying about what the future will bring. Thinking about the future too much leaves you in a depressing state. But living in the present allows you to see the good in every moment.
The secret is here in the present. If you pay attention to the present, you can improve upon it. And, if you improve on the present, what comes later will also be better. Forget about the future and live each day according to the teachings, confident that God loves his children. Each day, in itself, brings with it an eternity. -The Alchemist
I love the Alchemist. You should listen to this when you have some spare time, sorry the link is so long, but it has changed my life. http://rivchurch.com/resources/mp3player/?link=http://www.rivwarehouse.com/resources/messages/notthatbad/noelheikkinen_anxiety.mp3&title=Anxiety&dlLink=http://www.rivwarehouse.com/resources/messages/download/notthatbad/noelheikkinen_anxiety.mp3&teacher=Noel%20Heikkinen
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